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Tue, Jul. 26th, 2005, 03:49 pm

well i got elected officer of prayer for my YOU chapter.

Wed, Jun. 15th, 2005, 09:57 pm

today i realised that im going to have 10.5 credits this year. thats almost enogh to be a junior.

Wed, May. 18th, 2005, 05:58 pm

life is a path
a journey to unfold
times of greatness
and of woe
yet on we walk
the new to face
our paths may cross
but never for long
soon we'll split again
maybe to cross once more
or divided to remain
but this i know
those that i meet
remain always by my side


Though i may look back
and search for a different path
i always return
to the one i now walk
i sometimes look away
hoping to see a friendly face
at the next bend in the path
when i see a friend
as they walk
i hope we may meet
however it seems
i walk this path to its end
great or worthless
my friends
follow me always
thought the fog
over mountains
cross the hottest deserts
there always there
and so i can move on
i always go forward
though sometimes look back
i know it is over
the past cannot change
but future is mine
i make it my own
as i walk this path
i see the sun
it dose rise
the fog it dose life
i can overcome
i can always resist
the need to turn back
to live in the past
its over its gone
it can never come back

Mon, May. 16th, 2005, 06:57 pm

i played a joke on Neil and Sam last week end. We were at chuch at night and went up to the sanctuary. we were the only ones up there and it was creepy even with the lights on. Sam turned the lights off i droped in to a siting postion and when neil and sam started asking me questions i just remained quite. they got p to turn the lights. when they went back i hide behind the podium. Neil and Sam looked back and i was gone. They freaked out and ran down stairs. it was funny.

Sun, May. 15th, 2005, 08:31 pm

I had a lock-in this week end for church. It was fun, we painted our room has a blue ceilling 2lime green walls and 2 brown ones. I was up all night talking to erika, i actually stayed up talking to someone all night who i couldn't even start a convorsation with 3 weeks ago.... well i need to get some more sleep i'v only gotten about 6 hours x_x

Sat, May. 14th, 2005, 02:54 am
Green Day-Jesus of Suburbia

I'm the son of rage and love
The Jesus of Suburbia
From the bible of none of the above
On a steady diet of
soda pop and ridalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell
As far as I can tell
Atleast the ones I've gotten away with

But there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
In the land of make believe
That don't believe in me

Get my television fix
sitting on my crucifix
The living room in my private womb
While the mom's and brad's are away

To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes and mary jane to keep me insane and doing someone else's cocaine

But there's nothing wrong with me
This is how I'm supposed to be
IN the land of make believe
That don't believe in me

At the center of the earth
In the parking lot of the 7-11 where I was taught
The motto was just a lie
It says "home is where your heart is"
But what a shame 'cause everyone's heart doesn't beat the same
We're beating out of time

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere

City of the damned
Lostchildren with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

I read the graffiti in the bathroom stall
Like the holy scriptures in a shopping mall

And so it seemed to confess
It didn't say much
But it conly confirmed that
The center of the earth
is the end of the world
and I could really care less

City of the dead
At the end of another lost highway
Signs misleading to nowhere

City of the damned
Lost children with dirty faces today
No one really seems to care

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't care

And I don't care

Everyone's so full of shit
Born and raised by hypocrites
Hearts recycled but never saved
From the cradle to the grave
We are the kids of war and peace
from Anahem to the Middle East
We are the stories and disciples of the Jesus of Suburbia

Land of make believe
And it don't believe in me

Land of make believe
And it don't believe in me
And I don't care
And I don't care
And I don't care
And I don't care!

Dearly beloved, are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying
Are we demented? Or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure

Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retard? Or am I just overjoyed?
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused
For lack of a better word
And that's my best excuse

To live and not to breathe
Is to die in tragedy
To run, to run away, to find, what to believe
And I, leave behind, this huricane of fucking lies

I lost, my faith to this, this town that don't exist
so I run, I run away
To the light of masochists
And I, leave behind, this hurricane of fucking lies
And I, walked this line, a million and one fucking times
But not this time!

I don't feel any chame, I won't apologize
When there ain't nowhere you can go
Running away from pain when you've been victimized
Tales from another broken home

Thu, May. 12th, 2005, 03:38 pm

yeah i've been reading my old journals it weird, to look back on your life and see that when you felt so alone you were very well supported by your friends....




i don't want to hear about how much quizs suck so answer of leave.

1. Who are you?


2. Are we friends?


3. When and how did we meet?


4. How have I affected you?


5. What do you think of me?


6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?


7. How long do you think we will be friends?


9. Do you have a crush on me?


8. Would you hug me?


9. Physically, what stands out?


10. Emotionally, what stands out?


11. Do you wish I was cooler?


12. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?


13. Am I loveable?


14. How long have you known me?


15. Describe me in one word.


16. What was your first impression?


17. Do you still think that way about me now?


18. What do you think my weakness is?


19. Do you think I'll get married?


20. What makes me happy?


21. What reminds you of me?


22. If you could give me anything what would it be?


23. How well do you know me?


24. When's the last time you saw me?


25. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?


26. Do you think I could kill someone?


27. Do you miss me?


28. Do you think i miss you?


Quiz taken from neils journal.

Wed, May. 11th, 2005, 06:15 pm

well everybody at school thinks im crazy. mabeys it the fact that im wearing a hoodie in 80 degree weather. or the fact that i'v been know to get in fights for no reason. but im sick of my fuckin school, i hate it don't help me at all. and if any body reads this who isn't my friend stay the fuck away from me.


somebody make me feel appriciated...

Wed, May. 11th, 2005, 11:53 am

Everything seems to be geting better. i talked to sara yesterday which i nice cause i thought she was pissed at me for not talking to her for a while. I still can't understand how some people can be so diffrent from on day to another. i wish i could just be stable for a day i need help in more way then one. it was said that great things come to those who wait.... i'v been waiting for 15 years....

Mon, May. 9th, 2005, 06:34 am

a convo i had:

darkrepent:Boo
peacemaster98:WTF
darkrepent:I love you
peacemaster98:I love me to
darkrepent:I love your mother
peacemaster98:necromancer
darkrepent:Indeed
youv'e been blocked

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